"O Jesus, in deepest night and agony, You spoke these words of trust and surrender to God the Father in Gethsemane. In love and gratitude I want to say in times of fear and distress 'My Father, I do not understand You, but I trust You.'"
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I graduated in High School five days ago. It was really a heart-breaking, torture farewell night. The graduation last for almost 6hours. If I could only stop the time, I would did . But I just can't. High School days is now really over. And we are on process of moving on. Looking forward for our College life. Hopefully, I wish I could make it on college and do it better than High School. I wish for my luck in academic. More hardships. So, more efforts to give. I learned that "life goes on" so we must go with the flow. That's how it works.
After the graduation we ate our late dinner at a popular fast food chain. Then, we go home and rest. Honestly, I am happy for my my fellow graduates who had presents and parties from their parents. But at the same time, I felt very sad. Very sad because I am not one of them. I do not have a father who can give me a fabulous room make-over nor a mother who can cook for me to enjoy my special night. I only have myself. And my willingness to enjoy and survive this life. Yes, I desire to be one of these people who enjoyed and actually enjoying their wealthy lives. But maybe in time. In God's will. Maybe, it's just their time now. And someday, I hope my time will come.
"My Father, I trust You."
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I graduated in High School five days ago. It was really a heart-breaking, torture farewell night. The graduation last for almost 6hours. If I could only stop the time, I would did . But I just can't. High School days is now really over. And we are on process of moving on. Looking forward for our College life. Hopefully, I wish I could make it on college and do it better than High School. I wish for my luck in academic. More hardships. So, more efforts to give. I learned that "life goes on" so we must go with the flow. That's how it works.
After the graduation we ate our late dinner at a popular fast food chain. Then, we go home and rest. Honestly, I am happy for my my fellow graduates who had presents and parties from their parents. But at the same time, I felt very sad. Very sad because I am not one of them. I do not have a father who can give me a fabulous room make-over nor a mother who can cook for me to enjoy my special night. I only have myself. And my willingness to enjoy and survive this life. Yes, I desire to be one of these people who enjoyed and actually enjoying their wealthy lives. But maybe in time. In God's will. Maybe, it's just their time now. And someday, I hope my time will come.
"My Father, I trust You."
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